Today a year ago…
… I came home from the hospital I had given birth to my twins a week prior.
… I left my little girls there, one in the NICU and one motionlessly in the morgue.
… I was in shock, waiting to wake up from a nightmare.
… I didn’t yet know what else would happen.
… I was in trance mourning the child I was never taking home from hospital.
… I was longing to take home the baby that had lost her twin sister.